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It’s Been Awhile.

I’m sorry this took so long to write I’ve just been trying to process everything. I had my FET (frozen Embryo Transfer) on July 14th 2022. I got a phone call 2 weeks later that the transfer had been successful and that I had was pregnant! I felt so overjoyed and overwhelmed how was it possible I got so lucky the 1st try?!

I had my pregnancy ultrasound on August 9th 2022. My heart shattered when I was told that the embryo implanted into my left fallopian tube. Another ectopic pregnancy in the same tube. After speaking with the Drs. We both determined it would be best to remove both tubes. ( They should have been removed before even trying).

There was a heartbeat πŸ₯Ί I was so close. The next day August 10th 2022 I had both of my tubes removed and I can never try naturally again. This REALLY broke my heart.

But I’m not giving up on baby Ransom. On December 2nd I had my 2nd FET and on the 16th I was informed that my pregnancy test was negative. I’m sad 😭 I know this is part of my journey it’s just so hard my body is going through a lot with all of the hormones I’m taking, needles I need everyday (shout out to hubby for stabbing me everyday) losing weight is becoming so hard. I will be planning another cycle I have 6 more embryos left and alot of hope.

I’m sorry this is so short after being MIA for so long. This is all I can write right now without crying.

Give me some encouraging words please I’m going through it.

Here’s to future Baby Ransom. πŸ‘ΆπŸΏπŸ€žπŸΏπŸ‘©πŸΏβ€πŸΌβœ¨πŸ’“πŸ’–

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Our Next Steps.

If you read the last blog post you know that my last pregnancy ended up being an ectopic pregnancy in my left fallopian tube. The process to help resolve this issue was done at both Christiana Care and RAD.

At Christiana Care I was administered a dose of Methotrexate. Methotrexate is a Chemotherapy and Immunosuppressive drug. This was used to help dissolve the pregnancy so I wouldn’t need to get surgery (removal of fallopian tube). To be honest it made me feel sick and tired!!!

After the dose of Methotrexate I was monitored by blood work every week to make sure the pregnancy hormones were depleting at the expected levels. I did this for about a month until the test for HCG showed negative.

Now it feels as though we’re back at square 1.

I did have a very promising telemedicine appointment with Dr. McGuirk. She advised me that they’re scared I may have another ectopic pregnancy if I were to try to conceive naturally again. So we talked out our plan of action. I had 2 choices testing, then IVF OR Testing, Non Invasive surgery then IVF. I opted to try IVF without surgical intervention first.

IVF or In vitro fertilization is a process of fertilisation where an egg is combined with sperm in vitro. The process involves monitoring and stimulating a person’s ovulatory process, removing an ovum or ova from their ovaries and letting sperm fertilize them in a culture medium in a laboratory. Once the eggs become fertilized we’ll wait to see how many embryos form and freeze them and move forward.

All in all I’m very nervous and excited about our strides being made towards Baby Ransom!❀

Here’s To Future Baby Ransom πŸ€žπŸΏπŸ’™πŸ’“πŸ‘ΆπŸΏ

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I can’t.

As I lay here in my hospital bed I write this out of a place of hurt,anguish and despair.

On July 28th I heard the happiest news yet again! Your pregnancy test is positive! My progesterone levels were a little low but the team of drs and I decided to put me on progesterone suppositories to see if they helped my levels. I made sure to tell my husband not to get excited for this very reason. For a whole two weeks we were in perfect bliss

About the impending bundle of joy we’ve worked so hard to get. FINALLY! we exclaimed, until tonight, I noticed I was spotting,then I got cramps REALLY BAD CRAMPS on my left side. So to play it safe I went to the ER to check on things. After sitting here for 5 hours I was pulled back into a room and given an ultrasound and saw an empty uterus. The Dr. Is now concerned because there is fluid on my left side and it looks as though the ectopic pregnancy has ruptured. Im scared, tired and very anxious. I came into the hospital pregnant and i’m leaving with no baby. I’m heartbroken.

I’ll make a more informative post in a couple of days (when i’m not so Crampy) about what my choices were to handle the ectopic pregnancy.

Every time we get 10 steps forward, we getΒ hurled 1000 steps back. You guys, im just really sad right now. Your love and kind words would mean the world to me. πŸ˜­πŸ’”πŸ–€

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