🥺🥺🥺 Why I don’t get my hopes up.

I went for my blood test today. I can’t say that I’m disappointed. I didn’t really expect anything.

I got my results maybe 2 hours after the test. They were:

“Your pregnancy test is positive but is very low (14.2). Your progesterone level is also very low (0.35). Unfortunately, this is a sign of an abnormal pregnancy. Most likely, it represents what we call a chemical pregnancy (a very early miscarriage). Sometimes a low number can also indicate an ectopic pregnancy (where the pregnancy is located in the wrong location such as the fallopian tube). This is less likely.

I want to repeat blood work in 2 days. We should see the hcg level decrease.” 

So another blood test at 9 am. Wednesday.

Wish me all the luck and baby dust guys… I don’t know how to even react right now. Everything’s a process there is always still HOPE.

Here’s to future baby Ransom 🤞🏿👶🏿💕❤