Just. 😭😭😭😭

First of all. This WAS going to be an informative post. But I just need to vent ok?.

It’s hard guys. It’s hard not to be jealous when friends get pregnant. It’s especially hard when you’ve been trying longer than they’ve even been together. It’s hard not to think.

• Why isn’t it me?
• When’s my turn?
• Will it ever happen?
• Why do I have to work so hard for this?
• It’s never going to happen.
• Why am I even trying?
• I should just give up.

Don’t get me wrong. I’m happy for my friends I really am!!🙌🏿👐🏿🎉🎊. I feel Bad that I feel this way. IT’S JUST HARD. You guys I’m literally crying while typing this..I feel crazy right now. 😭😭😭 I wish it were as easy for me as everyone else. I JUST CAN’T TODAY.

Well, thanks for coming to my Ted Talk. I’m gonna go crawl under the covers and overthink and cry now. 😭

I PROMISE the next post will be an update.

I just REALLY need a hug/ encouraging words right now guys. Byyyeeee.